May 19, 2012
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Never give up, never surrender

I’d give him another chance, since I never really gave up. It seemed like I moved on, but all I did was pick myself up and tried being happy. If you have to know, you were always at the top of my heart.




If you really knew me, you’d realize I’m not the girl I was before. I’ve been hurt, walked all over, used, and rejected. I still have hope for new relationships. But if you really knew me, you’d know I’m scared to death of falling in love again. I’m scared to death of getting hurt. I’m scared to death of getting attached and thrown to the side. Please don’t do that to me. If you really knew me, you’d know I trust you.




You know what I think? I think you do love me, or you could love me. But you’re just too stubborn and scared to admit it, because the last time you really gave your heart to someone, it got broken. And I get that; I’ve been there. But somewhere along the line, you gave up on the idea that you deserve to feel this way again.




You know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you can still remember dreaming. That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.




I think the hardest part about this situation is neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what the other is thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on the information we don’t know.




Listen to your heart. When it tells you something, go with it. It’s more than likely going to know better than your head ever will.




Do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss him when the world is quiet and you feel alone, doesn’t mean you love him. You will miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face, and happiness in your life.




The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.




If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you, but for some reason he couldn’t stay, don’t cry too much, just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.




Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple- to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state’s of bliss, the more confused we get- to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling – trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it’s been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.




There are not many people in this world with the ablility to give you butterflies, and if you dont tell those people how you feel, It’ll be like spending the rest of your life in your own personal prison.




Most people spend their time trying to find someone to sleep with, instead of finding someone worth waking up to.




When people show up in your dreams, it’s not because they want something from you, it’s that you want something from them.




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