July 12, 2012

• You make me feel I’m alive

  

  You think that you deserve that pain, but you don’t. I know what it’s like to want to avoid it all, to just need to make it go away, but you can’t. I know that you look in the mirror and feel that it’s all your fault, like there was something you should have done–like in some way, the things that have happened to you were your fault. But, they weren’t. And maybe you look in the mirror and see that, but I look at you and see someone incredible, who needs to be happy. Whom I need to be happy. You think you deserve to let these things gnaw at your insides, torturing you, but you don’t. You deserve so much better than that. I need you to see that, because you deserve to not walk around with any of this pain. You deserve better, you just have to understand that.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  You can’t buy happiness but you can buy shoes. And that’s kinda the same thing.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  I’ve been messed with, let down, and played too many times. i wonder what people think of me too much, and i’m way too judgmental. my heart is big but i have my selfish moments. i love to be in big groups, but i love to be alone. every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it. i don’t like going through old pictures because i miss what used to be. i tend to overthink things and i trust way too many people. i have the people i’d love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people i wish would just disappear. i don’t cry very often, but when i do i can’t stop. i hate the word goodbye and i wish it didn’t exist. i hate liars, though i lie myself. i have secrets hidden in me that even i don’t know. i’m still finding things out about myself, so don’t be quick to judge.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Sometimes you have to figure out that the people you care the most about just don’t care about you. Sometimes they have better girls, girls that mean more than you ever did. Sometimes you just have to accept that love sucks, and know that he doesn’t want you in his life. Sometimes you have to realize you weren’t meant to be, and you both can find better fits in your lives. Sometimes you have to accept that people lie. Sometimes you have to know things change, and life goes on.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  There’s a bright light shining inside you, it shines out through your eyes. Don’t drown it away, don’t be afraid, don’t hide. Let it shine.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

   

  I saw something today that reminded me of you, but don’t worry, I flushed it.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  it is always important to know when something has reached its end. closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesn’t matter what we call it; what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over. slowly, i began to realize that i could not go back and force things to be as they once were: those two years, which up until then had seemed like an endless inferno, were now beginning to show me their true meaning. 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

   

  When things aren’t working out the way you wish, be patient. Stop trying to move ahead of God. His timing is perfect, trust me.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Leave it to me to torture myself by overthinking things.

  

  

  

  

  

  

   

  Sometimes, life hands you a chance. It hands you something amazing, you almost think it’s a dream, but no matter how much you pinch yourself, you don’t wake up. It’s moments like those that make life really worth living, because no matter how hard times get, there are always those miracle moments that life you back on your feet.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love just isn’t enough, and move on when things aren’t like they were before, for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

   

  So you want to be happy? Then stop letting the smallest things ruin your whole entire day. If you’re bored with your daily routine, do something unexpected. Stop complaining about how alone you are when you’re surrounded by people who actually care about you. Forget all the drama and let go of all the grudges you’ve been holding. Take a risk for once. Let yourself be happy, because you deserve it.

  

  

  

  

  

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