September 12, 2012

• Money over everything

  

  People want to hear songs with the words they’re afraid to say.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  You know, after that day I changed. I am no longer the same person that I was three weeks ago. I am not the same person who believed in fate. I won’t believe in ‘signs’ anymore because they really do not mean anything, no matter how bad you wish or hope they do. As for right now, I don’t believe in love. There is no happily ever after. Not in this world. At least not for me. Not now. Not ever.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  You’ve got to learn to push through the hard times, because you have to face them. Running from them now, will only make you too tired to fight through when they catch up to you later.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Save your heart for someone who cares.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Always hold your head up high, even if on the inside, you’re about to cry. Pretend that nothing’s wrong at all. Close your eyes before you fall. If you can’t see it, it’s not there. This is life and it’s not fair.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  You are replaceable. And it bothers you because I am not. You aren’t going to find another me. You can try, but those girls won’t compare. You need me. But I don’t need you. I don’t think I ever really did.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  And if I had to sum up this past year, I wasted months of it trying to impress you. I wasted hours of days just talking to you on the phone, and what did it get me? A broken heart, a very quiet cell phone, piles of clothes I’ll never wear again and drawers full of make up. It wasn’t worth it. You weren’t worth it.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Sometimes I am happy for just one moment.
 In that one moment, I don’t think about my problems, 
I think of all the options I have. I think about all the years
 ahead of me, I think about all the awesome people I will
 meet, I think about all them adventures, about love,
 about all the places I have yet to discover.
 In that moment, I believe I will be happy 
one day, I know happiness is out there, I have hope.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  You have never really lived until you have done something for someone who can never repay you.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  I didn’t change. I’m still the girl who sits around and laughs at dumb things and walks with the biggest smile on her face. You’re just mad because frankly, I got tired of the bullshit and don’t give a damn anymore. You’re just mad because I’m not sitting at home on a friday night anymore wondering where you are, or who you’re with. Sweetie, you’re just mad I moved on.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  She’s beautiful but she’ll never admit it. Music is her life, literally. Ask for a good song, she’ll give you five. Jeans and wearing her hair down are her trademarks. She’s afraid of the dark and obsessed with her friends. When she smiles her whole face lights up. And her heart is broken by a guy who doesn’t love her. And you know what? She actually cares.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  Do you know what happens when you continuously ignore people? You’re teaching them a happy life without you.

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

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