November 23, 2012

  • I see sparks fly…

    My world is a better place with you in it.

    Instead of trying to find a way out, focus on making your way through.

    Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. Acovenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts.

    This is it. This is the defining line. You can stay where you are or you can step outside of yourself. You could become the person that it all comes down to in the end or you could be the person that is like every other. The thing is you have a choice. Let nothing hold you back. The possibilities are endless. Care not what everyone else things. And dont simply exsist…be.

    What’s the point of going through life unnoticed?

    I’m only human, and in being only human I can only be so much to him. I cannot be anymore than I am, so if he chooses someone who can be more than I, then I have to let it go.

    I’m not that good of a person. I make mistakes. I have regrets. I act a lot smarter than I really am. I cry. I laugh way too loud when something isn’t really that funny and sometimes the mean things people say about me can really get to me.

    My new favorite place in the world is buried in your white sheets, tangled up in you and my new favorite word is my own name rolling off your lips at a whisper and when I’m with you, it all just melts away. Yeah it’s all okay.

    Let me tell you a few things about regret. There is no end to it. You cannot find the beginning of the chain that brought us from there to here. Do you regret the beginning which ended so badly or just the ending itself? I’ve given more thought to this question than you can imagine.

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