December 23, 2012

• It’s the day before the night before Christmas

  

  And when someone apologizes to you enough times for the things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say “you’re not sorry,” and walk away.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  But most importantly, it’s about letting go. It’s about taking everything you thought was true and throwing it out the window. It’s about embracing life’s unpredictability, letting go of boundaries, & starting over.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  If they can’t do their part, they don’t deserve your heart.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Too many times we put our hearts on the line, hoping that this it’s going to be different.Too many times we play the waiting game, because we are too afraid of making decisions.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  No one has a good past relationship. That’s why it’s over.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  It’s strange how life works. You want something and you wait and wait,and feel like its taking forever to come. Then it happens and it’s over,and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Do you ever feel like running away? Just suddenly leaving. No note, no warning. Just getting your shit, and leaving.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Even dreams have ways of turning into nightmares.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Seems like everyone deserves to be happy but me.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  It’s no big deal. I’ve never been good enough for anyone, anything.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  And no amount of sleep will make you feel awake.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  I know you did it on purpose, and that’s why I didn’t understand up into now. I thought I meant something to you. I didn’t think you were playing with me. I thought you were different this time, but lately all you’ve done is play mind games, screw me over, and make me so damn frustrated. I don’t know why I fell for you, but baby I assure you I did. You’re all I think about when I’m suppose to be paying attention in class. You’re the one I want to be texting constantly. You’re the one I think when I read all these love quotes, and listen to Taylor Swift songs. It’s only you. I just thought you were better than that. I guess I thought you wouldn’t be the kind to play games with me.. but I guess I was wrong, again.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  You don’t get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I had met the person I would spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? Because I was done But, you left me. You chose her. I’m all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don’t get to call me a whore.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Giving someone a second chance is like giving them another bullet for their gun, because they missed you the first time.

  
  
  
  
  
  

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