February 18, 2013

• I still need you in my life

  

  People will only ever see what they are prepared to see. Because the truth is, you can only ever see as far you think.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  The truth is, I was afraid of the immensity of your love. I just wanted you to know. You asked me if I miss you, of course I miss you. It’s all I do.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  This is for the ones who held on to something that was never there to begin with.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  People with integrity do what they say they are going to do, others have excuses.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  I’m so homesick that it’s not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way, maybe it’s more like heartsick for all the things that I can’t get back.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  You grow to love someone and letting them go is like losing a part of you. Whenever you know you must let go because it’s what is best for you, you keep thinking of reasons to stick around.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Things change, I mean you make a discovery and sometimes you’re just not meant to be. Or it’s just not the right timing or you just learn from it.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  I hate that feeling when you’re about to cry and someone asks you if there’s anything wrong or to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can’t do it, and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can’t find the strength to smile in those moments.

  
  
  
  
  
  

   

   

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