March 29, 2012

  • Lost & insecure, you found me

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    What you left unspoken is talking louder than anything you ever said.


    The hard part isn’t making the decision. It’s living with it.


    Some people never get over their first loves. Instead, they spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill.


    The thing about us girls is that we tend to take our anger out onthe new girlfriend rather than the old boyfriend. It’s like, even if itsbeen months and she doesn’t even know who you are, we think sheplanned it all long to ruin our relationship. 


    No one has the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause its yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what’s right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. Its past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It’s only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.


    Knowing that someone’s wrong for you doesn’t change the way that you feel.


    Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.


    We can’t go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same. It’s not my fault, so don’t blame me. You’re the one who decided to leave.


    I typed ‘happiness’ into my GPS and it brought me to you.

    Holding on: have you ever wondered why even if someone is too numb to feel you or insensitive to notice you, you still choose to stay? It’s because beyond what others see in that person, you feel that tiny chance that maybe if you hold a little bit tighter, he will learn to love you.


    My feelings just changed. I had been waiting for you to realize you couldn’t go another day without me. I had played out every excuse you could of had for putting all that time between us. Missing you had become second nature to me. And somewhere in the last year, when I never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my window, and we never ran into each other, I just stopped feeling like I needed you so much. 


    Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, or that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.


    I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.


    It’s interesting when you start thinking about how many people have suddenly come into your life only to stay for a short period of time and then disappear completely, just as quickly as the entered.


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