April 21, 2012

  • Bad decisions make good stories

    Even though we weren’t in love, I miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand.


    Good relationships don’t just happen.. they take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together.


    There is always gonna be that one person, the one who got away, the one who fucked you up, the one who broke your heart, the one you swore you would love forever. That person, who becomes not even a person at some point, but becomes this overwhelming being, this sense of loss that you carry with you. They are not worth it. Seriously, stop crying right now. Maybe you cannot see it right now, maybe all the other stuff that gets tossed in the pile of human relationships make it very hard to see, but people who treat you badly, are bad.


    If you’re stuck between two options, flip a coin. It works, not because it actually solves the problem but while the coin is in the air, you’ll know what your heart is really hoping for.


    if you really knew me, you’d realize I’m not the girl I was before. I’ve been hurt, walked all over, used, and rejected. I still have hope for new relationships. But, if you really knew me, you’d know I’m scared to death of falling in love again. I’m scared to death of getting hurt. I’m scared to death of getting attached and thrown to the side.


    When we first met, you were the sweetest boy i’d ever met. I was sure you’d treat me right. Now, i don’t even know what i saw in you. Seriously, you are the biggest player at my school, but i didn’t see it till now. Fuck that sparkle in your eye, you take advantage of it.


    Your worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.


    Every time I thought about you, it upset me. I always felt sorry for myself, but lately every time I think about you I feel sorry for you. You fucked up the best thing in your life, and I got rid of the most fucked up thing in mine.


    No one has the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what is right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is it so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It’s only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.

    I just want you to apologize for everything that you did, but until then I’m going to hold on and think that you have nothing to say you’re sorry for because I think you’re amazing even though I shouldn’t.

    No matter your morals, your expectation or your dating rules, there will always be one person who comes into your life and changes everything you believed in.


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