February 17, 2013

• Carry on

  

  I love that moment. When you’re on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading. And you completely zone out. You forget your troubles, and everyone around you. You’re focused on that one thing, and that one thing only. You’re content, and everything seems peaceful.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  I’m too stubborn to forget, you’re too proud to apologize.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  You know what sucks? When everything you believed in is proven wrong in a single moment.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  When you realize how much you really don’t care, that should be a sign to stop trying, because no matter how important that person might’ve been once, they aren’t anymore and your heart is telling you that you can’t do anything about it.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  You need to see that life is not always perfect. We will not always get what we want. And though it hurts a lot, what should’ve happened, happened. Who should’ve left, left, and whatever has thrown you off course will always bring you to where it is you need to be.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  That’s my problem, actually. I don’t talk to anybody about what’s going on in my head, because I’m afraid they actually might not be able to take it.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  When you’re at the top, remember what if felt like at the bottom. When you’re at the bottom, remember what it felt like at the top.  Good doesn’t last forever. Neither does bad.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  Sometimes the characteristics we don’t like in other people are the ones we have in ourselves that we don’t like, but it’s much easier to point the finger at someone else.

  
  
  
  
  
  

  We are who we are because we made ourselves that way. No one comes into your body and changes the way you act. Sure they have an influence but in the end, it’s all up to you how you want to live your life.

  
  
  
  
  
   

  For what I put you through, for the harsh words and hurtful names I called you..I’m sorry. For being so naive, for not seeing something so so obvious. For pushing you aside and for hurting you, I’m sorry. For accusing you of forcing all this mess on me and for blaming you, when truthfully it was no-one’s fault but my very own. I’m sorry.

  
  
  
  
  
  

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