May 7, 2012

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    A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.


    It was becoming clear to me that I shouldn’t bother to get too attached to anything…because you might turn your back and lose it; just like that.


    It’s the loneliest feeling in the world – to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say “what’s the matter with her?” I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away.


    You were the one guy who was supposed to show me you were different, but instead you proved that you are all the same.


    You can do everything to make someone stay but keep in mind it can only take one thing to make them leave.

    I like to pretend everything’s all right, because when everyone else believes that you’re fine, you forget for a while that you’re not.


    Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can’t because things have changed so much.


    Sometimes I feel like things are never gonna chance. But when I look back I realize they’ll never be the same.


    Just remember this, if you don’t want me now I don’t want you later.


    I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that’s happened, and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.


    What makes her so much better than me? What makes her just everything I could never be? What makes her your every dream and fantasy? Because I can remember when that girl was me.


    If there’s just one piece of advice I can give you, it’s this: When there’s something you really want – fight for it, don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems and when you’ve lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you’re gonna wish you gave it just one more shot…because the best things in life, they don’t come free.


    Sometimes the people who you thought you knew start becoming the strangers you never wanted.


    Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all your qualities, and told you that he was no longer in need of your company.


    Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn’t you with that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree? Those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives… the ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love, first heartbreak… the memories.


    Fate controls who walks into your life, but you decide who you let walk out, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.


    Never put yourself in a situation where you’re not sure of where you stand in a person’s life.


    I didn’t realize how much I loved him until he was standing there and he wasn’t mine any more.


    Nobody can take away your pain, so don’t let anyone take away your happiness.


    One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away.


    Don’t play hard to get if you’re already hard to want.


    We cry because our eyes need to clean out the disgusting things they see on a day-to-day basis.


    I’m not sure what to do about you. The feeling has never stopped. I’ve always wanted to be with you, and I’ve always had a thing for you. It fades in and out…but it never really goes away.


    It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.


    It’s funny how girls run from the guys who try to make them happy and fight for the ones that make them cry.


    The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

    It’s always a reason why people act the way they act. Past experiences.


    And I’m blasting music, so I won’t hear my thoughts, but it’s stupid, because the lyrics just remind me of what I’m trying to forget. I’m torn between wanting the feeling to go away, and trying to keep it a little longer. Because you brought out something in me I never knew I had.


    Sometimes it’s easier to pretend you don’t care than to admit it’s killing you.


    I believe the most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you’ll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on, and have the possibility of one day it being the biggest disaster ever created.


    My lips are the gun. My smile is the trigger. My kisses are the bullets. Label me a killer.


    I’m scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me and that you’re sorry, and that you like me “kinda a lot,” and that you miss me “kinda a lot.” I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it’s an option you’ll never take.


    You weren’t just a star to me you were the whole damn sky.


    I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase. I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me. Then when rough times in a relationship emerge, I run off kicking and screaming. I analyzed my actions once. I came to the conclusion that I’m afraid of getting too close to someone because I’m scared to get hurt. When a boy takes one step forward, I take three steps back. I’ve done this my whole life. It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many loves.


    Before I would’ve taken a bullet for you… now I think I’d pull the trigger.


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